I Forgot

** This is more of a song... try reading it in a Linkin Park type mindset, eh? **

In my heart, I forgot
What I knew, what I thought
The memory wonâ??t leave
And I just canâ??t believe
I forgot

Warming rain, fiery ice
Shattered glass, so precise
Ignoring all my pleas
I need some room to breath
Stop the lies

Part of me has disappeared
(No one looks back when I look in the mirror)
In my hart, I forgot
(What happens when you hate every sentient thought)
I canâ??t believe that you are gone
(I forgot)
I cannot live, I canâ??t go on
(â?¦I forgot)

Why are we even here
I just want to disappear
I canâ??t go on like this
â??Cause youâ??re the one I miss
I forgot

Blackened moon, starry skies
Creeping clouds hypnotize
Dishonesty and pain
The clouds, they look like rain
Stop the lies

Part of me has disappeared
(No one looks back when I look in the mirror)
In my hart, I forgot
(What happens when you hate every sentient thought)
I canâ??t believe that you are gone
(I forgot)
I cannot live, I canâ??t go on
(â?¦I forgot)

Here in this empty shell
Deep inside my fragile self
Living in a broken dream
Things arenâ??t what they used to be
Now I must find myself
Hiding in a blazing hell
I donâ??t rememberâ?¦.
I donâ??t rememberâ?¦.

Part of me has disappeared
(No one looks back when I look in the mirror)
In my hart, I forgot
(What happens when you hate every sentient thought)
I canâ??t believe that you are gone
(I forgot)
I cannot live, I canâ??t go on
(â?¦I forgot)

I remember everything
(The blood on my hands and all your screams)
I remember how you cried
(I know you deserved it, you deserved to die)
I remember all the past
(Like how when you died it made me laugh)
Now I know that you were not
(What I thought you were so I FORGOT.)