Crymson_Loss

There is a special part in all of us
That watches over us like a guardian angel
And protects us when we can't do it ourselves
Who wipes away the tears from a love you lost
Or those from a bitter fight with someone special
Who holds you up when you're about to fall
Or guides you when the world gets too dark
But once upon a very sad day, i lost mine..
The smile that warmed up my heart
The laugh that brightened up any day
The words that fixed any problems
The touch that covered any insecurity
My heart was cold
My days as black as night
My problems unfaceable
My insecurities multiplying
My life..
Dying..
So now I lie here
With a brand new razor
My wrist is begging
For the pain I can inflict
I begin to cut
The crimson threads
That will kill me
I watch the blood
Run quickly down my arm
And as it pooled, bright red
I said my last goodbyes
I closed my eyes tightly
Took my last few breaths
I slit my wrists
One final time
And lay my arm down
Excited to start my journey
To find what I had lost
That made me lose my life...