Scar

I feel my heart ache
Just as it did before
With each passing day
It hurts even more

After all this time
I still can't let you go
But you don't seem to care
How much I loved you so

You've already moved on
With your own life
As I am still drowned
Within pain and strife

I thought time would help
Me to forget this pain
But every next day
I feel it in my heart again

It's pushing me down
Makes my heart break
It is deep inside
And it's too much to take

It's eating me up
Controlling my mind
Caught in my heart
Seems will never unwind

I used to be so happy
Lying beside you
Now I am broken
Not knowing what to do

I cannot even see you
Only memories left behind
But your smile and your touch
Are still on my mind

The day that you left me
You cut my heart deep
And the only thing to ease
My pain is to weep

And until now
I still cry everyday
Wishing this pain
Would finally go away

But you touched me
In a way you don't know
And I just can't seem to find
A way to let you go

I wish I could tell you
The feelings I hide
I wish I could show you
The tears that I cry

But it doesn't matter
Because you don't care
You're already with
Someone else, somewhere

Still I can't take the fact
You don't love me no more
I keep on dreaming
Of the way it was before

And it hurts even more
To wake up from this dream
And to see that things are
Not the way that they seem

You are gone
And you'll never come back
In my heart will always
Be something that lacks

You don't know
How you hurt me so much
And I don't know
If I'm strong enough

To take this pain any longer
I'm slowly breaking down
If you'd only see how weak I am
Without you around

I thought time would erase the pain
Of my broken heart
But now I know that every wound
Turns into a scar