Please help me

I cant move
i cant talk
i lost myself long ago
i cant seem to find myself again
all this pain all this hate
i cant seem to make it go away
i cant stop crying
or cutting my wrist
i just wanna scream
and let the whole world no
i get so mad sometimes
i just want to be left alone
no one understands what im feeling
i lost the only one i loved
i got raped by people who were meant to love me
mum doesnt seem to care
why dont you care
why cant you see that im crying out for your help
cant you see that all i need is love from my mother someone to talk to
everyone just leaves me
no one really seems to care
i cant handle the pain anymore
so tonight will be the night i end it all
goodbye forever