How you gon' do this to me?

How you gon' do that to me?
after you said we were meant to be,
i can't believe you would call my job and tell a girl to beat me up,
i thought all you felt for me was love,
but i guess i was stupid to believe,
i never thought you would decieve,
how you gon' do that to me?
who am i kiddin only myself,
because been playing me for some months with this somebody else,
i know cheated i know i lied,
but why do i deserve to cry?
you did the same the whole way through,
and all i did was be good to you,
i can't believe you didn't should to my grandpa's funeral when you know it would mean so much,
instead you said you had to go hang out with such and such,
you claim you never cheated the whole way through,
then who is and where are you? how you gon' do this to me?
i still wonder and not expect me to do it to you.

this is dedicated to samuel lee norris