I sTiLL LoVe YoU

I'm about to lose everything i have,
just because i want you back.

I'm scared to tell you how i feel,
cause then i won't know how to deal.

I already hurt myself enough,
so i don't need this, my life is already too tough.

You walked out of my life one year ago today,
and everybody that tried to get close, I just pushed away.

Now I'm going to the doctors getting pills for depression,
after all of this, you would think Ive learned my lesson.

But i still think of you from time to time,
and once again i want to call you mine.

All of my friends tell me to move on,
that i should hate you, and your already gone.

Even you are telling me to close the door,
but every time i talk to you, makes me want you more.

So here i am trying to let go,
i still want you every second but i won't let it show.

Now I'm pulling out razors and cutting into my skin,
all i ask of you is to want me like you did back then.