Drunken thoughts

Sometimes I drink so I can think straight, Its just what I do
As it’s the only time that I can think about stuff thats not me and you

I drink to find release from the thoughts running through my head
Find a true escape from me wishing I was dead

I find it hard to type, the way I feel right now
But I know its better than, Snuffing myself out

I feel so lost and alone, No ones by my side
So I try to wait out, this infernal ride

Each day it does get harder, with this weight to deal
Also it gets harder, to hide the way I feel.