It comes form the heart and i think that the boy you love needs to open up his eyes and see what he's missing you deserve better despite what you may think....he doesn't deserve someone as great as you. SOmeone that has such a big heart and who writes poems to express her sorrow or greif that's a gift don't let it go to waste.

Wow your feelings are very sad
girl it does hurt nd you are only young
it will never get any better untill you find mr right

lily is right he doesnt deserve you
your true to your self

keep on wrighting to let your feelings out
we are all here to support you

lana