Undescribable

Right now words are hard to find
to describe a pain is almost as hard as it is to experience it
I mean how do you fix something you cant even describe?
I mean you don't really know what is actually broken ?
I mean they say a broken heart .....how about a broken soul ........is that one too ?
How do you fix that one ?
How does something you thought was so good hurt you so bad ?
The only thing i can do is be angry because if I'm not then i know i will be sad and probably cry
I have to hide behind my anger so no one ever knows how i really feel The last thing i want to do is cry