I'm beginning to realise just what Hell is like,
Its having died and yet still having to live,
Its being totally and utterly controlled by someone else,
Its being totally and utterly submissive.
I'm not sure where I am anymore,
Whether I'm still alive and yet dying,
Whether I've died and I'm trapped here,
Whether I know what's going on and I'm just lying.
I don't know what to do anymore,
I don't know how not to hurt you,
I don't know how to make it better,
I don't know what to do.
You say that I should tell someone,
You make it sound so simple,
You make it sound like an everyday thing,
You make it sound so normal.
But you see, I no longer have control,
I no longer have anything to give,
I can't tell people, it's not my choice,
I am totally and utterly submissive.
