My Friend Jess wrote this to me after me and my boyfriend split.
*Please read my reply in to my Jessica (part 2)* Thanks
To My Loren
Loren you are one of my best Friends,
we have one of those friendships that never ends.
a friendship like this to me is new,
but it is one of those i know is true.
you were there when i was down,
you were there to fade my frown.
no matter what happened you were always around,
you lifted me up so i didn't hit the ground.
i wish one day i will to the same,
and if i don't by the time i die it means i lived a life of shame.
so this is my moment my moment of truce,
its about something i don't know if i should let loose.
so here it is straight from my heart,
and i guess i should start:
La i try so hard to be a good friend to you,
and i have a problem i don't know what to do.
see i have these friends that recently split,
and they both keep telling me there deep dark secret.
its hurting me so much because they both my friends,
and i don't want to keep either ones secrets, i just wish it would end.
i cant take the pressure thats why I'm not taking chem.
my head is spinning each time i am with them,
spinning with what i can and cant say,
and what make it worse is that all this hurt is only from today.
all of this is just breaking my heart
and i hope me being honest doesn't tear us apart.
i don't mind being there for you
and that is completely true.
but i just want you to know how i feel,
so thats with this issue we can deal.
i hope you understand where I'm coming from,
from the deepest corner of my heart,
and no where else.
i love you la but i have to be honest
i love that you can tell me all this stuff but its different when both you and him tell me....
love Jessica.
