Invisable to you

You think im a child
attention seeker you said
you have no idea that im depressed
and long to be dead

what would you say
if i ever told you
about my drinking and smoking
and the ..thing that i do

i want to tell you
about everything that i do
but even if i told you would you know why
would you understand why i cry?

no not at all
your to wrapped up in you
so dont talk to me about what goes on in my heard
cause if only you knew...