Another day in this nightmare,
trying to face all of my fears.
Maybe this one will be better,
but it starts out with a tear.
Why does it all have to crash at once?
Why can't things take turns falling?
It feels like the weight of the world,
that I'm here all alone halling.
Everything I ever had is gone,
including my peace of mind.
Hopefully happiness is out there,
it's just taking me longer to find.
All of my friends have turned on me,
when I used to have so many.
Maybe I'm just a bad person,
because now I don't have any.
I need to find faith within myself,
so I can finally learn to smile.
But how do you go about finding faith,
when F-A-I-L-U-R-E is on your redial?
I've already been through so much,
and there is still so much more to go.
I feel like I've already learned so much,
but there's still so much more to go.
I'll just try to go on day by day,
and learn as life is a study class.
I'll try to keep my head up high,
because this too, shall pass.
