As I lye down in the depths of great misery,
the storm engulfs my body, my being.
It swallows anything that was ever pure or righteous,
it swallows my soul, devours everything, like
a tornado it swallows anything in it's path destroying
any sign of honesty or truth that may have been.
The sound of rain hammering down, pounding down
Like a thousand needles into my cold, near lifeless presence.
It drowns out any cries for help I've tried to make,
the water now filling my mouth as I scream in agony.
I start to violently spit blood like an erupting volcano,
at first it hurts; but then I get used to the pain and it's
as if it was never there..because that's what is normal now.
The little noise I managed to make now bounce off the
Vibrations of the rolling thunder, the little noises; they go
absolutely no-where. Stopped in their tracks, frozen, like
a deer in the headlights, they are frozen. But I too am frozen;
though I can look around I haven't decide if I want to, to scan my corrupted eyes across the sky; which is infected with darkness now, the darkness of one million screams, cries for help that have not been answered and probably never will be, but yet they never cease. I now am unsure if I would even like to move, if I should just accept my fate and give up on all else. But then, as if it was an instinctive urge, I struggle to get up, to show any signs of motion, but there is nothing;
not even a tremble. Then, the ground starts to quake, and CRACK!!! Lightning strikes the ground beneath me and it runs through the water and all through my body as the
Reddish brown earth falls from beneath me and then... I awake. Wake up from this horrible nightmare and I
then realize it begins to play all over again, and over again.
Like a broken record it plays again and again and then I see that it is reality, yet it still feels like a nightmare.
