Really nice poem, your emotion is clear. I especially liked htis stanza;

Again christmas is coming
but the snow on christmas day-
only freezes my empty chest,
Bringing cold and wet decay

It stood out the most and was very powerful.
5/5

xxx cici xxx

Great poem, very strong.

Wow great poem i really love this part:

I hate the way im lonley
and the hopeless hollow pain
I hate the dark nights
and then the day after...again

keep writing great job....

Brilliant!

I absolutely adore the frustration and anger here. The way you hate and love at the same time. It's a really complex emotion. I think you've captured the emotion really well here.
Perfection!