Inside..

I may look strong..I may seem weak..
Inside ov me..Ma heart cant speak..
Afraid ov scarz.. Afraid 2 bruize..
Inside ov me.. Im not ready 2 lose..

I want 2 smile.. I want 2 cry..
Inside ov me.. I long 2 die..
Cant leave behind.. Thoz whom I affect..
Inside ov me.. They earned ma respect..

But thoz who luv R thoz who hurt..
Inside ov me.. Ma mind iz alert.
Speak*n da truth will cause mo pain..
Inside ov me.. Wutz 2 lose or gain?..

Why do I still live day 2 day?..
Inside ov me.. I desire a getaway..
Dont want tears upon thoz who do care..
Inside ov me.. Ikno who waz there..

Tearz behind ma eyezz.. Smile on ma face..
Inside ov me.. I die at a pace..
Afraid 2 leave.. Despise goodbyezz..
Inside ma mind.. still think*n.. whyy?..