When I first began,
At my new school,
I didn\'t know anyone,
I could talk to.
Though I saw you,
Every single day,
I never really talked to you,
Or saw you in that way.
You liked my from the beginning,
Though I didn\'t see,
You thought I was beautiful,
I had never knew you felt that way for me.
After a year or so,
I noticed you at last,
You were in my classes,
Though not in my past
That gave me confidence,
My past left behind,
I let myself trust you,
The good type like you is hard to find.
As I started to look at you,
I saw you in a new light,
I saw you as a good friend,
One that I could trust.
Though you never saw me upset,
It was your humor that cheered me up,
After all the stress I went through,
You was the one who made me laugh.
After a while,
Though I tried not to,
I started seeing you differently,
There wasnâ??t anything I could do.
Every time I saw you,
My heart began to melt,
Every time I heard you,
I remembered the good things I felt.
I really tried not to,
It was against my nature,
But there was nothing I could do,
I had to wait till later.
I had realized too late,
My feelings for you,
Now you didnâ??t care,
You didnâ??t love me too.
Because you cared for someone else,
You belonged to another,
You were no longer mine,
With me you didn\'t bother.
You saw no one but her,
No one else mattered,
She was so fine,
I was battered.
You hurt me so bad,
Didnâ??t even realized it,
You didn\'t know,
You didn\'t care one bit.
You didnâ??t see me cry,
You didnâ??t see my heart bleed,
All u saw were smiles,
No one saw me cry in the reed.
After a few weeks,
You realized she wasnâ??t right for you,
U broke up,
Even though it hurt you through and through.
After a while I couldnâ??t take it anymore,
So I came out with it and asked,
Who is the girl of your dreams?
Who makes your heart beat?
You looked me in the eyes,
You looked to my soul,
You looked at me,
And said some simple words.
â??I have always liked you,
And I still do,
I will always like you,
And now Iâ??m telling you.â??
It was so unexpected,
So I turned tail and ran,
My best friend asked me what was wrong,
All I said was finally heâ??s my fan.
That night you asked me straight,
Who is your prince charming?
Who is your brad pit?
Who is the guy that makes your heart beat?
I took a deep breath,
And said,
You are my hearts desire,
Then realized I was talking not to you but into the bed.