In Love With A Rocker

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-To:Gavin-

I'm in love with a rocker,
This could be good and bad,
Good because he's crazy,
Bad because he's crushed me,
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Why is the world so mean,
Why is it so unfair,
You fall deep in love,
Just for your heart to shadder,
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My friends say love's not worth it,
But I love feeling warm inside,
To feel...,
Like someone actually wants to be close to me,
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I can't help but fall for this rocker,
He's everything I'm not,
Perfect style, perfect friends,
Perfect hair, perfect jokes,
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He's my everything,
Even though to him I'm nothing,
Why does life have to be this cruel,
What did I do to deserve this harsh punishment,
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Serious thoughts of suicide,
Run through my head when I get home,
Cutting, burning, hanging, needles,
I've thought of em' all,
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But my friends would miss me,
Maybe my family too,
But deep down,
All that matters is him,
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I've loved him for years,
But I guess that didn't matter,
I'll deal with this somehow,
But it might not be good,
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Cut, not eat,
Both will help,
But what will get rid of this hurt forever,
Being with him

-Broken Heart-