Darkened Holes

I'm sorry i was born
it was not my choice
When i tried to speak
no one heard my voice

Every night i cry
praying to die, looking
at myself as i ask why?
cuts are on my wrists and
lay across my leg and I'm

wondering how i make it
every single day all these
lies surround me and nothing
is the truth and every time
i hear them i cry, but its no use

No one will listen and no one
cares this is way too much and
theres no more i can bare.

everyone gets mad, but they don't
understand, never bothering
once to lend a helping hand.

As the tears swell i try to
hold it in, try not to let them
see and just keep it all pretend

my heart turned gray and my soul
hurts. nothing in my life has ever
seemed to work. I just want to scream
and let it all out.

Tell everybody what my life has
been about. Treating me like im
stupid they don't know me, they never tried to look and never wanted to see.

Even when i cried they'd just pass
me by. not ever bothering o wonder or even ask me why

when i die they wont care
they'll just sit there and laugh
maybe then they'll finally realize
that i wasn't some huge laugh.