To Mom

In our life I bring nothing but, drama. Don't know how many times I've said,"sorry momma." To bring you to so many tears, for all these years.
Lately I do everything without thinking, at the same time your heart is what I'm breaking. In my eye's your the only one that's been there for me, I believe dad never understands or even try to believe me.
Today had nothing to do with boys or friends. I just woke up so mad over a stupid dream about dad, it was about me dying and he was glad. I knew that wasn't true but like I told you lately I feel that even just looking at him gets me mad and I know that's bad.
Today just wasn't my day. This morning I took off to walk around the block to calm down but, it didn't work anyway. So I came back home and was gonna call you but, to take my anger out on you I didn't want to do.
So I called my friend. Mom I'll do anything for you till the very end, I hear you crying knowing it's cause of me inside I'm slowly dying.
I love and care for you, to hurt you is something I never want to do. I truly love you to death for you I'd take my last breath.

This poem was for my mom I did something really stupid and so this poem I wrote for her on The very same day! November 7,2005