Omg jake...wow that was an exceptionlly awesome/heartbreaking poem...
i could relate to so many of the feelings you expressed...wow.
Please don't give up though..you know that isn't the answer.
Please be strong..here if u eva need
love, xoxo

That is how i feel alot, i think you are a great writer, and good luck, i no you are loved by many, please dont give up