I thought i was in love
but believe me i was wrong
i gave him all my heart
he humped me -n- dumped me and was gone.
i regret what i did with him
i feel like the dumbest person on earth,
what he was doing was right under my nose
and now I'm left with all this hurt.
i try not to think about him
and what he did to me
its just so hard to 4get him
and how he once made me so happy.
i have sum 1 new now
and i make him deal with what i went through,
all he wants is for me to smile
and i cant because of you.
all he wants is for me
to not fight and argue with him
and help me live my life
and make me laugh again.
i try so hard
to fill his needs
i just cannot see
what he sees in me.
he now wants me to love him back,
and i don't know what to do
i just don't think i can love again
and its all because of you.
this is a true story of a boy i went out with for 9 months and i loved him soooooooo much so writin helps and gettin COMMENTS on if its good or not tells me where to go with my writing. thanx!~~~~