Scars:Part 3

As the Knife slices the skin
I don't feel pain, I'm happy again
no more tears do I cry
no longer is there a dark cloud
Its bright and sunny
I can finally breath

The cut has healed
the scar is there
and once more
I'm depressed, and my tears begin to flow
my heart aches, its heavy like a ten ton weight
My eyes darken, now blind
I see nothing in front of me
but your painful eyes

There I am knife in hand
I starts to cut
I think of your laugh
the cut goes deeper
I think of your sweet face
Uh no, the knife has struck the vein

I'm bleeding so fast that my blood is still blue
I cant make it stop
I begin to cry, "I didn't want to Die!"
My voice slowly fades, not to be heard
The world is now eternally black!!

Not my best..please comment..Joclyn