Theres so much hatred inside me,
It discusts me,
When I think about the rumors going around,
It makes me want to scream,
Im sick of all these people that want to start shit,
Maybe they should learn to get their own lives,
And stay out of mine,
This shit makes me sick to my stomache,
So, I wish it would all just stop,
I hate being hated,
And I hate hating,
So please just stop spreading rumors,
And I will stop fading,
When you talk about me,
I feel like I shouldnt be in this world,
I feel like everyone around me is closing in on me,
Until I find someone who does love me,
Who does care,
Someone whos there for me when I need them,
Someone who knows how to treat me right,
Someone who I can talk to,
Someone I love,
Someone who Im falling in love with,
Maybe being hated for who I am,
Is better then being loved for who Im not,
Because what other people see me as,
Isnt the true me,
They dont know how to get to know me,
Except for this one person,
Who I love with all I can give,
Not all my heart,
Because most of it has already been broken and ripped out,
So hopefully this wont happen again,
Maybe this one will last longer than the last one,
Maybe is only a short term,
Maybe im in love,
Maybe Im wanted,
But maybe I will never know.
