Pain so deep only i can feel it
thunder so loud only i can hear it
blood so crimson only i can see it
head so twisted... thats not what this is about
this is about me
did anyone think of that??
mum and dad?
JUST LOOK AT ME
I'm feeling too much self doubt
i didn't ask for this you know
i didn't want to be sad
depression is not a blessing
i don't want to feel this pain
when i need to talk
will you listen?
when i need to cry
will you hold me up?
when i feel like falling
will you catch me?
don't answer me
i can't handle any more pain
i did not ask for him to do it
i did not want it to happen
but when it did..than i fell
and no one was there to catch me
slowly killing myself
i hate what i have become
pressing the blade up to my wrist
watching my blood seep out
a waterfall of hidden emotion
the story of my life
will i ever change
will i stop hurting myself?
i hate myself i deserve this pain
but i wish to god i didn't
hiding under jumpers
and running under pressure,
is this the way... my life will stay?
