All the pain is here,
locked inside where it can't escape.
now that you're here no longer,
I'm living my life afraid and full of fear.
Watching you fade away,
is something I couldn't accept.
It was foolish to wish to see you again,
when you lowered into the ground that day.
I lay awake and just wonder,
of what I'm not sure.
All these thoughts roll through my mind,
just like the roars of thunder.
I wonder where life would take me,
wondering if I'll ever find my way.
I wonder if the lost will ever be found,
wondering if my heart would ever cease its bleed.
All these thoughts race through my mind,
every second of every day.
Asking myself so many questions,
with all the answers I hope to find.
Will I ever love someone as much as I love you?
Is there anyone out there I can trust?
Is there someone out there who will trust me?
Does anyone know all the pain that I go through?
I want these rolls of thunder to cease,
I want no more rain fall from my eyes.
I want my mind to be free and clear,
So I can finally have my peace.
But the roaring will never stop,
and the rain won't stop falling.
My mind will always be broken and scattered,
because right now there is nothing left of my broken heart.
