Question?!

Have you ever cried so much you've drifted past despair?
Challenged by your thoughts and dreams
For life you do not care

Do you ever wish to give up hope and slowly fade away?
The power from a failure
Nothing to make to stay

Have you ever longed to end the pain that is your life?
Depression is for quitters
They lived it by the knife

Do you ever crumble get crushed down by the grief?
The dust lays on your shoulder
You live in disbelief

What if I was to close my eyes and put my soul to rest?
I tried so hard to survive
But I never sung my best

What if I would tell you there is no heaven on earth?
Would you join my in defeat?
Or remain to say your life is worth

Would you try to save me as I'm cutting my way through?
Would you try to ease my grip
Even if I blamed you?!

Why have you never noticed I'm crying out for help?
My wounds they won't stop bleeding
But no ones here I have to help myself...