A Guy Like You

I fall to pieces and cry today,
You were there with hardly anything to say,
But every time I come crying,
With the thought that you wish I was dying,
You reassure me with your beautiful soul.
Once a place in my heart so empty,
But you filled that cold dark hole,

Your the only guy that can really make me laugh,
The only guy who can make me feel so happy and not sad,
Its the way you make me laugh,
When I don't even want to smile,
You make me feel content just for that moment we talk for a while,

With me going through this phase,
It may be depression,
It may just be aggression,
But when I'm in the cold bath crying,
When I'm slitting myself and wishing that i was dying,
Just thinking of you
Amazingly helps me through,
To know that a guy loves me,
And not the perfect girl who i try to be,

You have no idea how you have affected my life,
You will never know how the love i have for you will be with me throughout my whole entire life,

You were my first,
To show me a different side to myself,
I never knew a guy like you,
Even existed,
A guy like you who just insisted,
That all he wanted was for me to be happy,

Three months ago i moved away,
There by yourself you stayed,
Not a day goes by,
That I wonder why,
why cant i be with the guy i love,
till we meet next year,
i know you'll be there to wipe away tears,

With these words let me tell you what i want to say,

Travis I love you and my love will grow for you more and more with each day

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For Travis, thank you so much for being here for me