If you could only see what I've become without you
Everyday all I do is to think about you
Since you left me alone you were on my mind all the time
Without you I cry myself into sleep every night
The pain is so deep I can't feel anything else
I can't even feel the sting everytime I cut myself
I'm drowned in my tears and surrounded by the dark
I need you to save me but I can only wonder where you are
I see a light so far away from me
It gets farther and farther away, until it's not there to see
The warmth it gave and the comfort, now I miss
I never felt so lonely&cold as this
You were my light and the air I needed to breathe
And the only real reason for me to live
But now I have nothing, I'm so empty and hollow
Knowing only tears, pain and sorrow
As I stare with empty eyes, into nowhere
I see your warm face, it is everywhere
And I wish that those images would fade away
Still they are on my mind each and every day
Sometimes I can hear your voice, laughing at me
Laughing cause you're already over me
And I'm still stuck loving you, everything about you
Not able to live without you
As I grab my knife and start to cut
My mind keeps telling me I just wasn't good enough
For you, and I will never be
Cause there's no back to you and me
Once your smile used to keep me alive
But now it stabs me like a knife
And your voice, makes my head explode
I hear it in my head, everywhere I go
Since you broke my heart I'm not the same
I fell into a sea of pain
I've never been as broken like this
You took away all of my bliss
It's your fault, you're killing me
You're the reason for all the pain within me
And you don't even care how I slowly die
You just left me in the cold, left my side
When I need you most, you're not there
Now I know, you never really cared
Everything's so blurry, my eyes filled are with tears
You hurt me so much, but still I need you near
You made me fall for you so hard
The pain makes me go crazy when we're apart
I don't know what to do, I can't escape
From starting to get insane..
