Ana (anorexia)

I'd plead insanity
But this thing is real
A friend
A backstabber
Killing me with the pleasure
Of a diminishing high
Who doesn't care that I'm
Half alive
Being dead sure beats
Being ugly to her

And ugly is
What I've become
A skeleton wishing to be a ghost

Invisible

My body expires
I feel only numbness
She is happy
I hate her
Can't live without her
Go away but please
Don't leave me alone

Poison of the mind
Venom of a friend
My demise