My wish tonight (and every night)

I don’t think
I have ever missed
someone this much
before.

I really wish
you were here.
So I could feel your love
up close…
Witness your adorable smile,
Your mesmeric eyes,
I wouldn’t be able to take my eyes off you…
I would *never* want to let you go.

I really wish
you were here.
So you could hold me as I jump
from the roaring boom
as the angels bowl in the sky.
I cannot take you from my mind.
I cannot rid you from my soul.
And I would never want to.

I just… wish you were here.
The pain strengthens
And my hope weakens.
But the power of pain and torture
Seem to overcome that of love,
Being so far away
And many days since
I have heard from you, my love.

I need more strength
I don’t know what to do
I just…wish you were here.
I want to be with you.
Where are you?
Tell me you are okay.