Second Chance

It is all over for me.
The pain has finally ceased.
I am surrounded by blood,
that once flowed through my veins.
It is too late to go back,
Too late to correct my mistakes.
As i look down at myself lying there,
The dark cloud clears,
allowing light to shine through.
I see the potential i had.
I recognize my many achievements.
I realize how great my life could have been,
I only i hadn't given up,
on my friends, my family,
and most importantly myself.
If only i had noticed,
all the positive things in my life
I might still be alive.
Instead I'm here wishing,
that i hadn't done what i did.
I know I wold change so many things,
If only I could have,
A second chance.