Have you Ever

Have you ever felt so lonely and thought that you were the only one alive? Have you ever thought of dying at least for a while? I know I'm not alone I have everything I need at least I think I do but if not then what should I do? Am I going crazy with my own thoughts? Will I ever escape this place? It's not that bad you say until you wake up one day and everything's the same. Have you ever looked at the stars and wished you were there? Everytime you see a knife do you want to grab it and slit your wrist? i do! do you wish you was Away from everything and all your pressures and fears? Have you ever felt that you can touch the sky? But then realize that it's just a lie?Have you ever felt trapped in this place, feel that you just can't get out and the only way is to fly away but you don't know how? Have you ever gone to sleep then realize that you can't wake up or just maybe you don't want to wake up? Have you ever felt so lonely? Felt that no one can relate to you, that no one even tries to listen to you? you say to yourself I have family I have friends and a boyfriend or a girlfriend then what's missing? Have you ever felt that you have so little time and that you can't find the meaning of life? Did you ever think of dying for sometime?Did you ever feel dead then realized that you were back in your bed? Have you ever woken up and wished you were dreaming? And when you think back of everything you that happened do you realize that you're still living in the past? Do you want everyone to stop puttinh you down saying you are not good enough? Do you ever feel that your past is haunting you? Or maybe you just can't let go? Tell me have you ever felt these feelings? If so then I'm not alone. I now believe everything that every one has ever said to me and its eating me up inside.