No more

This pain haunts me,
Makes me want to scream and shout
I want it to end,
Want to let it all out

But I don't want that
Don't want to scream and shout
I don't want to end it
Not let it all out

I want it to last
But I don't
I want to remember everything,
But it hurts so bad.

I do,
But I don't want to anymore.
Not anymore.
No.
No more.

My brain is so muddled.
I need to get it figured.
But I don't know how.
I need help.
All the friends I can get.
I need you guys.