You can break me into tears,
Make me realize my greatest fears.
You can make me happy,
Make me feel depressed.
Don't know how you make me cry,
Don't know how you lie
So easily.
Don't know how you make me
Feel like I want to die.
But you do it,
And you do it well.
It works every time.
You always get what you want.
I can never win.
I can never get what I want.
You can make me cry,
Because of your lies
But I only want to die
With your approval.
Can't believe I fell so hard,
Can't believe I want to stay,
Though you don't think of me
As anything more than a game,
As anything more than your toy.
You can break me into tears,
Make me realize my greatest fears.
You can make me happy,
Make me feel depressed.
Don't know how you make me cry.
Don't know how you like
So easily.
The venom pours out
In the form of your harsh words.
Know you love me,
But the words won't come out.
You look at me now,
Disgust on your face,
When will I learn I'm going to lose this race?
My imagination was my cover,
Was like your little mask,
But behind I held hurt.
Now I just want to die,
Because of all your selfish lies.
My wrists bleed much
From this shard of glass.
Cut so deep,
Didn't want my life to last.
Looked inside,
This house.
Memories hung on walls,
Secrets hidden behind doors,
I sit down here,
On the floor,
And watch my blood pour out.
So red it's brown,
As it collects
Outside my body,
I'll die at last.
Don't want a chance
To make it right.
Just want to die,
Die tonight.
Without you here,
You hurt me much.
I left you nothing,
So that you might
Learn from me,
And our time together,
It won't get better.
So now I'm dead.
Watch my body,
From outside my head.
Can't see myself floating up
After my death.
See my note
That I had left for them.
They run around,
Losing their heads.
So now I'm dead.
And it's your entire fault.
You come home,
See the body to your right.
See the glass,
And my cut wrists.
Knew it was too hard not to miss.
I knew,
All along.
You can't hide
Anymore from me.
I look at you,
You shrug me off,
Think of your alibi to tell the cops.
Don't want to admit
You broke all those promises.
You call them up,
Tell them your story.
Show them the note.
They shrug me off,
Another suicide with a note.
I'm trying to say,
It's their entire fault,
They killed me, yes,
From the inside out.
Started with lies,
Lies that caused hurt.
They find nothing
That suggests foul play,
So you go free,
Don't ever see my funeral.
I follow you,
All through the years.
Lie after lie,
Hurt after hurt.
So then you die,
And I'm smiling now.
You hurt me so much,
Hurt so many,
Instead of seeing me and going up,
Your soul sinks down.
Down underground.
Down, down, down.
Down underground.
