Why you love me i don't no why
I'm afraid to tell you how i feel inside about you it is
oh so addicting
i love the way everyday you used to come up
and hug me and tell me how
much you loved me,
i loved the way you would tell me
every night on the phone that you would always be there for me it was
oh so addicting
but that one day when we were all hanging out and you happened to
be all over me and then
that one boy passed me by and started talking to me and flirting and you got oh so jealous and
oh so addicting
you started saying hurtful things that periced me and crush my heart into pieces and it hurt me to think that you could say
something like that to me,
but some how i still loved you but now i was
oh so afraid to tell you but you were still
oh so addicting
after a while you said all those hurtful things were just all jokes and i was a stupid blonde for take you seriously
but you should have known that
I'm just one of those girls who doesn't take every thing as a joke
i take it personally,
and of course i believed you and i soon for gave
but you were
oh so addicting
now u always say
I'm beautiful,
I'm gorgeous,
and that you love me oh so much,
but i no that it is all a lie so that i wont hate you like
i do deep down because deep down I'm still being periced with all the words,
my heart is still crushed into pieces,
and that i shouldn't of forgave you for anything.
and now I'm thinking
more and more
that your aren't
oh so addicting
anymore...!
now we aren't even friend hurtful words are still spoken and
my heart isn't crushes, it isn't Periced, it fallen in love deeply and it just happen to be the boy that passed me by that one day...
