Hurt me OVER & OVER

I've felt so sad and lonely
Ive written i was blue
But when i stop and think about it
My pain all stems from you

You've been my one and only
For almost 4 whole years
when you slapped me down again
I couldn't stop the tears

No one who says they love me
Should treat me like a w hore
but no matter how bad it stings
I don't show you the door

Others say I'm stupid
Why cant i just leave
Its harder than they'll ever know
My heart is on my sleeve

You break me down every day
And call me dirty names
and sadly i don't think I'm worth
feeling any shame

The backhands and the punches
seem so small to me
compared to the way id feel
If i was alone completely

I know i have to leave you
Ill really have to try
and i have to believe I'm worth it
If not I'm gonna die....