I like this poem a lot I think it's because it's so simple and honest. I don't think you're dumb, as women I think that our heart's just get the best of us. It can be our strength and our weakness at the same time. I saw in your profile that you're a recovering meth addict, I'm actually dealing with that a lot right now. When you get the chance you should read my poems "meth" and "falling back into you" they are both about my struggle. Maybe some advice?