Deep Inside Of Me

When i look in the mirror
what do i see
a lost and lonely girl
deep inside of me

I try to see behind the past
and all the lies and fear
i try to see behind
all the cries for help
and tears

But deep inside of me
a lonely heart cries
because someone
that i loved
is gone and
our love had to die

When you look into my eyes
what do you see
pain and tears
raining on me

I try to cover up
this pain inside of me
but i cant
I'm hurt
i don't understand
why is this happening to me

Deep inside of me
the pain covers my soul
i don't feel whole
because now when i look
in the mirror i stand alone

Why GOD Why?
As i continue to cry
why me lord?
why did our love have to die?

I had him
now he is gone
and without him
i cant go on
i need him
and now he has left me
i feel like I'm nothing
I'm missing something
inside of me

When i look in my mirror
what do i see
A lonely girl
that covers up the pain
DEEP INSIDE OF ME!!!!

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