There was a time when i was born
I tried to reach the end
I tried to kill and conquer all
But became merely a friend
It was Pain and Torture
I wanted to bring forth
But smiles and mixed feelings
Sent me drifting way off course
I did my share of crying
And did not reach my goal
The goal of hurt and sorrow
That I wanted to bestow
Since then I've looked back
At what I have become
So grown and more mature now
I stumbled across "fun"
The river that was always full
That began on my face
Has suddently gone missing
Without any trace
I ponder at the feelings
That people tend to feel
I often think that i am fake
But my feelings are real.
