What can i do besides tell you Im sorry!?

I got up the guts
to go and talk to you!

All i wanted to do was say i was sorry
and exsplain myself!

So i went and i talked to you
my voice on its way out
my hands shaking
my thoughts racing

Then i tell you im sorry
for everything this year

I didnt mean to be disrespectful
and i probaly could have put it differently

I start exsplaining
and you were fine tell the next part

I just started and your eyes went deep and i could tell you ere trying to keep cool

But you exsploded

No... stop... listen...
is all that i said

I could feel the heat from your eyes staring at me watching my every move

I exsplained myself
felling the shakiness and my voice changing with the rise of my blood pressure

You yelled
still trying to keep cool

I then went on

We finished our conversation with you saying
you can fight this all you want but im pretty sure you wont win this one...

As you go on i dont even listen!
im to consurened about holding the tears back!

I remember you telling me Your Sorry for having conseren about me

I just told u..
No.. dont be

With a little laugh
to hide the tears

You tell me you dont no what happened to me

You said i changed from the beggining of the school year

I accadently let out..
i dont no what happened to me either
i dont no who i am anymore

Im sorry

A tear almost falls but i rub my eye to catch it

I walk to the bathroom
it feels like im walking in slow motion
i cant get there fast enough!

The tears hit my skin like a bulit hits glass
as i walk through the bathroom door

Its what i was afraid of
you think of it as a win or lose situation

And once again what am i.....
THE LOSER!!!

I just wanted to say

IM SORRY

You said u excepted my apology but i dont no you still seemed kinda pissed

IM SORRY

IM SORRY

What can i do?