I am lost, lost in this world against me
No longer afraid, just trying to be
It seems my life has hit a downfall, with the lose of my love
Everything just becomes a mortal nightmare from hell
Never once did I think Id reach a low this low b4
Nor did I ever plan to cut again
But pulses race through me like a pit-bull out for blood
Uncontrollable feelings leave me here all alone
My dad, he hates me, my bf, seems to want to leave me
His more, I'm just a screw up
I can never please anyone not even myself.
So here I go on my last journey, A journey through the heavenly gates
I must pass through
* sorry it doesn't rhyme, I just let it all come out*
