Dead, not dying...

Dead, not dying...

Cracked not broken,
Words all unspoken.
Lifeless and crying.
Dead not dying.
No more ways.
Rid of all the bad days.
Good days lost,
But that's the cost.
Lost memories,
And gained enemies.
Lost my mind,
Nothing left to find.
Finished hiding,
No more deciding.
Lonely but not alone.
In a huge world but not on my own.
Left crying,
I'm dead, not dying.