I'm going to hold on

I'm going to hold on
When others have let go
I will work hard
Just to show

That I'm not evil
I'm not a stupid brat
I'm just me
And that's that

I'm not going to suicide
I'm not going to treat myself like dirt
I know how it feels
Each day getting horribly hurt

I have lived a life
Where I am too young
I have lived a life
Where I am to be someone

I am going to be
Who I am
So I'm free

(*cont later)