Who thought it would?

I\\\'m giving up on luvin u. i can\\\'t take the pain you\\\'ve put me through. Deep down I know the feelings are always there. Maybe someday you\\\'ll care. At least for now I can hide my pain. I know if i don\\\'t I\\\'ll go insane. Our time apart has made me realize...theres no 2nd chance when it comes to guys. I almost had you back one time. But of course you changed your mind. The many excuses you have told, are getting lame and really old. We never even talk anymore. Its like a room to your life and you\\\'ve slammed the door. It hurts to know you\\\'ve shut me out. Now I know what love is all about. Your happy then you cry and cry. Where there was truth becomes all lies. All in all it never ends for good. But then again, WHO THOUGHT IT WOULD?