I care about him i really do,
but i don't want to be with him.
i don't want to be in a relationship,
i don't want to worry what things mean,
i don't want to think of the consequences of my actions.
i want to be a child,
spend my childhood being free,
i want to be innocent and pure,
and oh so full of life.
i don't want to get hurt,
i don't want to learn pain,
i don't want to have to loose my childhood.
i care about him,
i know he cares too,
but I'm not prepared to take the chance.
sure he says he wont hurt me,
but people say many things,
most of them they don't mean,
so how do i know this is true?
i want to concentrate on my studies,
i want to make something of my life,
i don't want to listen to what others want,
i don't want to face hard decisions.
he Will never understand,
however much i may hope and pray,
he will hate me,
and now i have not only lost a person much cared for but also a friend!
