Lost in m pain,
lost in my sorrow,
i see nor care about anything.
I'm so hurt,
i cannot explain,
time has stopped moving in my moment of pain.
i thought he cared but then he didn't,
i thought he was trustworthy but then he wasn't,
i thought i cared but turns out i didn't,
what do i do i ask myself?
I've lost all sense of time and space,
my only refuge is my face,
I've lost everything and he just rubs it in.
i realize i didn't care,
but lost in time at my moment of pain,
i realize that he has hurt me much.
was it all a game to me?
was it a game to him?
i dont know,
all i know is i care no more.
the day he lied my feeling died,
i thought i cared,
but on that day,
my feelings good and bad disappeared.
i will never feel for one as i did for him,
for it only causes pain,
he has made me distrustfull,
i can't trust anyone again.
futur, past and present are one,
hurt and happiness hand in hand,
life and death, there is nothing left,
feelings and trust are all gone.
