Confused!

I'm so confused,
don't know what to do,
seeing one thing,
being told another.

one person says this,
and another says that,
what do i do,
to make it make sense.

from the left and right,
my brain's torn apart,
it hurts so much,
this confusion inside.

what do i do,
oh what do i do,
should i even bother,
should i care too?

I'm so confused,
its tearing me up inside,
I'm tired from the tears,
I'm tired of the lies.

I'm a cruel woman now,
everyone sees,
its not my fault,
the confusion did it.

there is no going back,
my innocence is lost,
i am kind no more,
my soul has flown.

the only one who can help,
is here no more,
he has left this earth,
to fly with the angels.

i am so confused,
it hurts so bad,
emotional torture,
the worse i have!