Im lost at sea

I sailed one day,
at the age of 13,
looking forward to the adventures at sea,
a huge grin was upon my face,
i was as happy as can be.

we had adventures,
like I'd never had before,
the sea was kind to me and my man,
we live our days happily,
we lived our days without sorrow.

every now and then the sea got rough,
but then which sea doesn't,
but by my cunning and the love for sea,
me and my man came through.

but now that my man has been throw overboard,
i cannot control this willful ship,
one Minuit it cries out,
the other it laughs forcefully.

this ship had lost its trust of that man,
and kicked him into the sea,
where he remains asking for help,
but the sea won't let me near him.

stuck in the middle of a storm,
that rages on all sides,
the ship is battered to and fro,
and soon it shall give up.

all that the ship can feel,
is the pain that hits it every day,
the storm that will not let go,
the storm that hits it without delay.

i shall soon drown,
with my ship,
which is bound to me inside,
i shall soon end my life,
and not have to feel it tear my heart!