If this is love

If love means hurting,
because the loved is hurt,
then i don't want to love.

if love means dying inside,
when he leaves,
then i don't want to love.

if love is feeling like i do now,
then love can go to hell.

i don't want to love,
it hurts too much,
the feeling is too raw,
it stabs you in the back,
it ruins your life.

before this feeling,
i was free,
but now i shall never be me!!!

before love i wondered what love would be like,
but now i don't want it anymore.

all i can say,
is go to hell love!!!